This one is a tough one. I had a friend in school that committed suicide when I was in 9th grade. This is the song he was listening to when he did it.
“Suicidal Dreams” by Silverchair
Lyrics:
“I dream about how it’s going to end,
Approaching me quickly.
Leaving a life of fear,
I only want my mind to be clear.
People making fun of me,
For no reason but jealousy.
I fantasize about my death,
I’ll kill myself from holding my breath,
My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do.
My suicidal dream,
I’m sure you will get your’s too.
Help me, comfort me,
Stop me from feeling what I’m feeling now.
The rope is here, now I’ll find a use.
I’ll kill myself, I’ll put my head in a noose.
[Chorus] Dreamin’ about my death, dream… Suicidal, suicidal, Suicidal dream”